Bella and Edward: [BellaAndEdward] List mommy note Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy

Hey guys would you mind taking your conversation offlist.. OTs are
fine, but when they become a conversation like this it is best done
offlist :-) Thank you so much guys! I'm so glad you have found people
to connect with in the group :-)

<3 list mommy

On 7/21/09, Catherine Turney <kittyt09@yahoo.com> wrote:
> OMG! Tracy you were so pretty! I loved your hair! I liked the second picture
> a lot of you! I got out on May 22. wow a whole month apart. I will send you
> a pic of what I look like right now. I am probably not supposed to do this,
> but nobody will see it besides you and you are a super nice person and I
> know I can trust you. lol okay I attached it with this E-mail. Tell me if
> you cannot see it and I will try to resend it!!
>
> Kittyt
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> ________________________________
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@hotmail.com>
> To: BellaAndEdward@yahoogroups.com
> Sent: Tuesday, July 21, 2009 8:02:42 AM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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>
> WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! !!
> Kitty, you go back to school real soon...
> When was your last day of school???
> We got out on Monday, June 22, because we had to make up some snow day when
> schools were closed...
> They had originally projected the last day of school as being June 18th, but
> we always end up going for more...
>
> You're absolutely right, you don't have to be geeky or a nerd to like
> school...
> Like I said, I was the same way back in the '70...
> And I was involved in so many afterschool activities, like the National
> Honor Society, the Honor Business Club, the Social Activities Club, the Pep
> Team...
> But like I said, I loved to read and write poetry, so I was considered a
> "Book Worm", and I always studied and got good grades in school...
> This is what I looked like way back then, when I was 17 years old...
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Catherine Turney
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroupscom
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 10:43 PM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> I go back on August 19. We have 8 periods, one being a seminar during the
> middle of the day for lie 30 min. to do our homework. Most people think I am
> a geeky person, but I mean you don't have to be a nerd to like school. I
> love it!' I wish I had a cool teacher like you though. Ours are lets just
> say a little weird lol
>
> Kittyt
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> ________________________________
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ comcast.net>
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 12:49:21 PM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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>
> That's so nice to hear that you enjoy studying and attending classes at your
> school...
> I felt the same way when I was your age...
> That's probably why I enjoy my job as much as I do...
> Here in Gloucester teachers need to report back on August 31st...
> The students will return on September 1st....
> Then we will have a long week-end for Labor Day, which will begin on Friday
> September 4th until Monday, September 7th...
> After that we will resume class schedule on a daily basis....
> We have 7 periods a day, with a rotating schedule, so that we don't always
> have the same class at the same time everyday...
> Chat with you later!!!!
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Catherine Turney
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 12:08 PM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> wow that is cool. :) You rock! I love school unlike most people. I like
> learning as much as I possilby can. I can't wait for it to start again. I
> like about maybe a month of from it, but then I am dieing for it to start ag
> ain. lol.
>
> Kittyt
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> ________________________________
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 9:33:49 AM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
>
>
> Thanks Kitty :-))
> I've got four children of my own, and I believe that it's import to treat
> people with respect, no matter how old or how young they are...
> That's the way I've always treated my own kids, even when they were little,
> I never talked down to them, or told them that they were stupid or to be
> quite, that they didn't know anything because they were too you...
> I always listened to what they had to say, and then I expressed my opinion,
> and let them decide what choice they wanted to make for themselves.. .
> Now my kids are all grown up...
> My oldest is 32 and my youngest is 22...
> And I'm still really close to all of them...
> Actually, it was my children that gave me the Twilight Saga Gift Box (All
> four books with posters) as a Christmas present last year....
> After that, I really got into the series, and now I love it...
>
> I treat my students in school the same way, as if they were my own children,
> because I feel that if I respect them, they won't be rude or disrespectful
> to me...
> I think it works, because I've never had to send anyone down to the
> principle's office, and I've never had to write up a report for misconduct..
> I teach 9, 10, 11, and 12th grade...
>
> Hope that you are have a fun summer...
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@@ @CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Catherine Turney
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroupscom
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 10:25 AM
> Subject: Re: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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> Yup that is how I feel. I don't like mean people either. Wow! You are a lot
> cooler than the teachers that teach me . lol. I am going to be in 8th grade.
> I am glad you are in this group!!
>
> Kittyt
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> ________________________________
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroupscom
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 9:13:13 AM
> Subject: **For Kitty Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my
> fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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> Thanks, Kitty!!!!
> I'm glad that you feel the same way that I do...
> Don't ever change...
> It's a good way to me...
> I don't like MEAN people!!!!
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Catherine Turney
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroupscom
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 9:15 AM
> Subject: Re: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When
> Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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> I know what both of you mean. People are always making fun of me for likeing
> to read or for liking twilight. It is so stupid I think. I mean we don't
> make fun of them for liking whatever they like.. I use to not like it, but I
> never put it down or anything. Then I read them and I loved them. lol who
> didn't.
>
> Kittyt
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> ________________________________
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 7:55:08 AM
> Subject: **For Laura Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession
> Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
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>
> I know exactly what you mean...
> I would NEVER do to some people what's been done to me....
> I'm not judgmental, and I absolutely HATE "Put-Downs". ..
> Negativity is such a turn off for me.....
> I feel like if you don't have something nice to say, or at least some
> constructive criticisizim, that's not hurtful, then don't bother to say
> anything at all...
> But then that's just my personal opinion, and not everyone thinks or feels
> the same way as I do...
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@@ @CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "laura portillo" <milkshake_o007@ yahoo.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 6:06 AM
> Subject: Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes
> Reality, part one, rated pg
> You do not know how many times ive been called weird or crazy or obsessed. i
> hate it so id never want to do that to someone else
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> ------Original Message----- -
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Date: Mon, Jul 20, 2009 06:00 AM
> Subject: **For Laura and Kitty :-) Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic-
> When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> SM@@@@@@@@CK!!!!
> Thank you to BOTH of you :-))
> You MADE my Day!!!
> I'm so happy to hear that you don't think that I'm weird or crazy or
> something, just because I like reading the "Twilight" books!!!
> You guys are TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Catherine Turney
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2009 1:54 PM
> Subject: Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes
> Reality, part one, rated pg
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> Yup that does make you an awsome teacher. lol
>
> Kittyt
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> From: laura portillo <milkshake_o007@ yahoo.com>
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2009 12:34:59 PM
> Subject: Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes
> Reality, part one, rated pg
>
>
> I dont care if u r a teacher, u like twilight that automatically makes you
> cooler then normal old oring teachers
>
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> ------Original Message----- -
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Date: Sun, Jul 19, 2009 01:26 PM
> Subject: **For Laura :-)) Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When
> Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> HAHAHAHA :-)))
> ROTFLOL :-ppp
> That's pretty funny, huh :-)))
> That you are going to "Summer School" and that I'm a teacher at our local
> high school....
> Bet you never thouhgt that you meet a teacher who was TOTALLY in LOVE with
> the WHOLE "Twilight" Saga, right :-))
> Well, I'm living proof....
> That it doesn't matter how old you are, if you LOVE "Vampire" you can be
> captivated by this series :-))
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> I've got to go now and make some lunch for my family...
> I'll chat with you later....
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "laura portillo" <milkshake_o007@ yahoo.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2009 1:09 PM
> Subject: Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes
> Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> Ahaha ok! :)
>
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> ------Original Message----- -
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Date: Sun, Jul 19, 2009 01:05 PM
> Subject: **For Laura Portillo Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When
> Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> It's okay, Sweetie...
> I'm on-line from 5:00 a.m. to 4:00 p.m. (Eastern Standard Time) everyday
> during the summer...
> You see, I teach at Gloucester High School, so I'm on vacation right now!!!!
> So don't you worry about a thing...
> You write back to me whenever you feel like it, no rush :-))
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@@ @CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "laura portillo" <milkshake_o007@ yahoo.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2009 12:58 PM
> Subject: Re: **For tracy [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes
> Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> *huggles* yaayy! but i probably wont be able to reply to you until later
> cause i have summer school :(
>
> ------Original Message----- -
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Date: Sun, Jul 19, 2009 12:55 PM
> Subject: Re: **For Laura Portillo Re: [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When
> Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> I promise that I will e-mail you tomorrow morning and give you my honest
> opinion, okay :-))
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> SM@@@@@@@@@@ @CK
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "laura portillo" <milkshake_o007@ yahoo.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Sent: Sunday, July 19, 2009 11:49 AM
> Subject: Re: **For Laura Portillo Re: [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When
> Obsession Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> Yay! you have to tell me what you think of it honestly ok??
>
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> Sent from AT&T's Wireless network using Mobile Email
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> ------Original Message----- -
> From: Tracy <tracy120552@ hotmail.com>
> To: <BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com>
> Date: Sun, Jul 19, 2009 08:41 AM
> Subject: **For Laura Portillo Re: [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession
> Becomes Reality, part one, rated pg
>
> :-)))
> SM@@@@@@@CK! !!!
> Thanks for sharing, Sweetie!!!!
> I've printed it out and shall enjoy reading it this evening...
> Keep up the good work!!!
> Hugs and Kisses!!!!
> Luv ya!
> Tracy
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: laura portillo
> To: BellaAndEdward@ yahoogroups. com
> Sent: Saturday, July 18, 2009 7:04 PM
> Subject: [BellaAndEdward] my fic- When Obsession Becomes Reality, part one,
> rated pg
>
> When Obsession Becomes Reality
> part one,
> rated pg
> Pairing: original character and Edward
>
> summary: well..this was just a fic that i had swimming around in my mind for
> awhile. its a crossover between True blood, Jon and kate plus eight,
> Twilight and my own original stuff. its my first fic so please be nice when
> you review it
>
> AU, CROSSOVER STORY
> RATED PG FOR SLIGHT LANGUAGE AND KISSING
>
> Cameras have been a part of my life for 6 years now. Ever since my brothers
> and sisters, the famous Goesslin sextuplets were born my life has been
> nothing but chaos. I'm expected to baby sit, to help with chores and taking
> care of them all. Yes, that does sound reasonable but I do have my own life
> too! I barely get to hang out with my friends outside of school and I have
> only had a couple real boyfriends, but we never got to go out much either.
> That all changed when I went to public school for the first time. Oh, you
> want to hear the story? Ok...cool..
> It was my first day at Fallon High School and I was very nervous. I was 15
> and had spent most of my education at Moreau Catholic, a K-8 school. It was
> 7:55 and the first bell had rung. I quietly made my way to my English class
> and sat down. No one was sitting next to me so I spread my stuff out across
> the table. I was sort of early so I took out my iPod and tried to calm my
> nerves down. I closed my eyes and took in the intense sound of Green Day's
> "American Eulogy". As I was trying to avoid a panic attack someone tapped me
> on the shoulder. I turned off my iPod and quickly shoved it into the pocket
> of my hoodie.
> "Uh…is anyone sitting here?" asked a deep, melodic voice
> I shook my head and looked up at whoever was calling my name and looked
> right back down. A guy, who without a doubt could have been the most
> gorgeous guy ever, sat down next to me.
> "Uh...yeah sorry about that," I stuttered as I grabbed my stuff and shoved
> it into a neat pile.
> "I'm Edward" he said as he smiled at me.
> I might as well have melted into a puddle of goo.
> "Uhh...my name is Hope," I said as I tried to make a coherent sentence.
> "That's a pretty name. I like it," he said as the bell rang and the teacher
> began his lesson.
> "Hello, my name is Ms. Shah and I'll be your English teacher for the year"
> she said in a nasally, obnoxious voice that reminded me a lot of my sister
> Alexis when she didn't get her way and started to have a full out tantrum.
> "This seat," she continued "will be yours for the year. No changing unless
> you are a problem to others around you"
> Shit! So this freaking hottie was going to sit next to me for the entire
> year…great. I huffed and sat there silently.
> "Now we are going to go around and say our name and three things about
> ourselves. I'll go first..."
> I tuned out her nasally voice and wondered what my little brothers and
> sisters were doing. I bet they would be doing something more fun then
> school, like coloring or finger painting with chocolate pudding. Ha I
> remember when we did that…I was snapped out of my day dreaming when the boy
> next to me poked me in the side.
> "It's your turn" he whispered to me
> "Oh," I said "uh..my name is Hope I am the oldest of 9 children in my
> family, I am obsessed with vampire movies and books, and I have been a
> dancer for 12 years." I smiled weakly.
> Then the guy next to me went, "My name is Edward. I am the second youngest
> of six children in my family, I have 2 brothers and 3 sisters, and I play
> the piano and guitar."
> After everyone had gone the teacher handed out the reading list for the
> year. I had already read all of them so I knew that this was going to be a
> boring year in English class. It was hot so I gathered my hair in a ponytail
> and twisted it into a bun. Out of the corner of my eye I could swear that
> Edward was glaring at my neck, almost like he wanted to eat me. My pulse
> quickened and I swear I saw him lick his lips and start salivating.. . . . I
> shuddered lightly. He eventually took his eyes off of my pulse point and
> returned his gaze to the novel the he was reading for SSR. I tried to focus
> on Shadow Kiss, the latest vampire novel I was reading, but I couldn't get
> that look that he gave me out of my head. I just shook it off and ignored it
> for the rest of the class.
> When I got home I was bombarded by my little siblings who were being
> followed by camera men and the sound crew.
> "Hey guys" I said to all of them as I plopped my backpack down and took off
> my shoes.
> "Hey mom, hey dad," I said as I kissed my mom on the cheek and hugged my
> dad. My mom handed me a ham sandwich with mustard and mayo, just the way I
> like it. "How was you're day?" she asked
> "Uhh…it was OK." I said as I took a bite and chewed "I mean, it wasn't the
> best day I ever had but it was tolerable." I smiled as honestly as I could.
> Just then Collin and Hannah started screaming and my mom went to go deal
> with them. I made the most of this opportunity and quickly grabbed a juice
> box out of the fridge and bolted up to my room with my food...
> I sat at my desk and finished eating. I loved my room. My room was my safe
> zone. No cameras were allowed in there unless I said so. It was a fairly
> large room and I had it all to my self. It had a huge closet and my dresser
> was covered with accessories and beauty products. The walls were covered
> with posters of my favorite celebrities, movie posters, pictures my siblings
> had made for me and pictures of my friends and family and I on various
> vacations and outings. Three of the four walls were painted a lime green
> with teal accents. The other wall was painted black with all four covers of
> the Twilight series painted on them. My friend Brittney and I had done that
> last year when the first movie came out. On one wall sat my bookshelf and
> stereo system. Books and CDs were strewn about my bed. I picked up Eclipse,
> the third book in the Twilight series, and started off where I had left off
> last night. I loved that series and had read it over five times now... I
> longed to find my own special someone the way Bella had found Edward. Wait
> a second…the guy who I had met in English class was named Edward. And the
> way he was staring at my neck looking like he wanted to eat it. No, I was
> sure I was blowing it all out of proportion and making it more of a big deal
> then it needed to be. After all, vampires were fiction and they didn't
> really exist. Now I wasn't so sure.
> That night I had without a doubt both the scariest and the most passionate
> dream I have ever had in my life. I was walking through the forest in a
> white silk nightgown. I heard a growl and then a screeching that sounded
> like a dying animal. I followed the sound and it led me to the big clearing
> where my family usually goes to have picnics. I saw a figure hunched over
> the body of what…looked like a human. As I looked closer I saw that it was
> Edward. I slowly walked closer to him, trying not to make any noise. He
> looked up at me, his pale lips glistening with a dark liquid. He growled at
> me and in the blink of an eye had me pushed up against a tree. I tried to
> scream but before I could his lips were against mine. He kissed me
> passionately for a few minutes. The only sound in the forest was the
> stammering of my heart... He pulled back and looked into my eyes. He opened
> his mouth and exposed a pair of glistening white fangs. I gasped and tried
> to yell for
> help but before I could he covered my mouth, tilted my head back and bit in
> to the pulse point on my neck...
> I woke up.
> I was breathing heavily and a thin layer of sweat covered my face. Damn it!
> What the hell was that all about? It was scary, but also kind of
> exhilarating. I looked at my clock. It read 5:30 am. I still had 2 more
> hours until I had to get ready but I couldn't go back to sleep so I decided
> to listen to music. I took out my iPod form my backpack and turned it onto
> my classical music play list. It had all of my favorites including the
> Twilight score. I let the soothing music soothe me back to sleep.
> In the morning when I woke up I decided to test out my "Edward is a vampire"
> theory. I knew my theory was far fetched and insane because vampires do not
> exist in real life, but I at least just had to be sure. I was hoping that he
> could read my mind so all I would do is think about him being a vampire and
> maybe he would realize that I knew what he hopefully, kinda maybe, sorta
> was.
>
> ~~~<3 Laura
>
> "Little girl in a hula skirt, she wants to dance what her mama learned,
> Her dances wake up the morning light,
> She dances with the moon and he stays out all night,
> Little girl, she's gonna dance the world."
> - Jackson Rathbone
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<3 Juliana
Edwardian "Go Team Edward"

For almost ninety years I've walked among my kind, and yours…
all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I
was seeking.
And not finding anything, because you weren't alive yet.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.304

While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
The Spill Canvas- Lullaby (Lyrics)