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On 6/8/09, Donna <
latina44870@ yahoo.com> wrote:
> Title: Guilty Pleasures
> Author: Latina44870
> Genre: Twilight Series
> Rating: M (mature)
> Warnings: sexual situations
> Pairings: Edward/Bella
> Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. All of them are owned by
> the amazing writer, Stephenie Meyer and I am only playing with them for my
> own amusement and hopefully… yours.
> Summary: Edward and Bella. Two people madly in love yet denied true
> satisfaction. Edward longs to take Bella in his arms and make love to her,
> yet he knows how dangerous it would be for her. Could he possibly be gentle
> enough to risk showing her just how much he loved her?
>
>
> He watched her intensely as she sat in the moonlight. The slight
> breeze stirred just enough to make sure that he was aware of just how
> wonderful she smelled. They had come to their favorite spot, the meadow; the
> first place where she had guessed his darkest secret. The one thing he had
> to hide from practically everyone else in the world; except her. She was his
> exception to just about every rule he had, every rule he had already broken
> just by knowing her as well as he did. Bella. Just the name sounded
> incredibly desirable to him. He lusted for her in every way possible. In
> every way that a man could want a woman and then in ways that were not
> *normal*. Normal, to a human anyways, but not weird in anyway for one of his
> kind. He was a vampire. A bloodsucker, who had no right to take even the
> slightest liberties with this girl; yet he could not leave her. Although
> incredibly strong, he had not the inner strength walk away, even if it was
> for her own well being.
>
> Bella turned to look at him, undoubtedly feeling his intense gaze. "What?"
> she asked with a slightly nervous laugh.
>
> Edward smiled and shook his head, "Nothing. I was just admiring you in the
> moonlight."
>
> They were silent after that; each lost in their own thoughts. Several
> minutes passed, and it was Bella who finally broke the silence. "I love
> you."
>
> He remained silent, almost as if he had not heard her words, even though he
> had. The three words meant so much to him, yet he wished she had never said
> them. "Bella," he began, but she moved quickly and turned to him, putting
> her finger to his cold lips.
>
> "Shhh," she said as she leaned down to remove her finger, placing her warm
> lips gently against his. "I love you Edward, and nothing you say is going to
> change that. You can tell me how wrong it is. You can say it isn't possible.
> That means nothing to me. All I know is how I feel when I am with you; when
> I think of you."
>
> She placed her lips back on his and he let it happen. He felt the
> warmth of her skin as she settled herself closer to his body. He felt her
> tongue trace across his lips and he had to struggle to not part them.
> Instead of continuing the delicious torture, he turned his head and broke
> their kiss. He heard her sigh out of frustration and his heart hurt, knowing
> he had caused her upset. She just didn't understand. If he lost control it
> would be deadly for her.
>
>
> "Bella," he began, searching for just the right words to say, "You know I
> love you too and I am only thinking of what is best for you. I do not want
> to hurt you."
>
> "Why don't you let me decide that? Maybe I want to take that chance with
> you." She reached up and wiped a tear from her eye as she waited for his
> response. "Make love to me Edward, please?"
>
> Her words were his breaking point. He wanted her. So bad in fact that his
> body was screaming out for her. In one quick motion he scooped her up into
> his arms and moved their bodies together. "Bella," he breathed as he lost
> himself in her lips. They were soft and inviting. He pushed his tongue past
> their warmth and into her mouth, playfully meeting her own.. "I need you," he
> moaned as his hands began to caress her shoulder.. She had way too many
> clothes on for his liking and he began to unbutton the shirt she was
> wearing.
>
> "Yes," Bella gasped. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and ran her
> fingers through his hair. "I'm yours."
>
> He silently cursed himself for even contemplating what he was going to do
> but he pushed those thoughts aside. He would have her. He would make her his
> for all eternity. Nothing would ever keep them apart after tonight. Her
> shirt slid from her arms and dropped with a whisper to the soft grass below
> them. He was pleasantly surprised that she wore no bra and her small but
> perfect breasts practically glowed in the moonlight. Her nipples stood
> erectly, although he did not know if it was from her arousal or from the
> chill in the night air. "You're so beautiful," he whispered as he reached up
> to gently caress a soft nub with his hand.
>
> Bella gasped at the feeling of his hand on her breast, though not from the
> chill of his skin but from the fire that was burning within her. She wanted
> this more than even her next breath. She closed her eyes and moaned as he
> lowered his mouth to her breast, his tongue swirling around the tender skin.
> Bella pulled at his shirt until he helped take it off and she could not help
> but admire the flawless pale skin.
>
> "Are you sure?" Edward asked one more time, and Bella answered him by
> reaching for the button of her jeans. He watched her, amused at her
> eagerness as she slid them down to reveal a simple pair of black bikini
> underpants. Her slim body accented with slight curves in all the right
> places was on display for his eyes and he drank in every inch of it before
> reaching for her.
> Bella molded her nearly naked body against his as he slowly slid her onto
> the blanket they had brought with them. She wrapped her legs around his
> still clothed waist and welcomed the onslaught of his kisses on her needy
> lips. Bella was so lost in his kisses she was unaware of when he too had
> taken off his pants. A shiver went through her body as the only thing
> between them no was her tiny black pair of underwear.
>
> Edward felt her shiver and began to back off, "No!" Bella cried out, "I want
> this Edward."
>
> It was the truth. She did want him. He had not asked and she had not given
> him the information that she had never been with a man before. She was still
> a virgin at 17. In a way she was glad that she had waited for Edward. She
> had never in her life felt so much love for anyone. Sure she loved her
> parents but this was a different love. This love consumed her very soul.
>
> She was well aware of Edward's hands as they roamed her body, feeling and
> caressing every inch. His lips trailed their way along her chin and down
> along her neck, "Are you afraid?" he chucked in her ear.
>
> "No," she managed to choke out, not knowing what to expect. Would he bite
> her? Would he turn her into a vampire tonight? Make her his mate forever?
>
> Edward returned his lips to her neck, nipping slightly; well aware of the
> danger he was initiating. He could literally feel the sweet warm blood
> pulsating through her jugular. He held her body easily with one arm while he
> used his other hand to carefully ease her panties down her legs. He had them
> off in an instant and looked deeply into her eyes. Nothing was between them.
> "I love you Bella and if this is what you want, then I shall make you mine."
>
> Bella nodded as she lifted her hips slightly into his, urging him on. He
> returned his attentions to her body, well aware of the effect he was having
> on her due to the way she was gripping his back with her fingernails. "If
> you are not careful love, you may be the one to draw blood first."
>
> Bella giggled at his words and mumbled, "Sorry." He silenced her again with
> his kisses and settled himself at her core. She was wet and was undoubtedly
> ready for him. Edward slipped slowly and easily inside of her. Bella gasped
> at the slight shot of pain which was quickly replaced by the feeling of
> having Edward finally inside of her. All the long months of waiting, she
> could hardly believe this night had finally come.
>
> They moved together in building intensity. Moans turned to gasps as edges
> quickly peaked. Bella had never in her wildest dreams imagined such intense
> pleasure had ever existed. She felt their two bodies mesh as one, her heart
> consumed by his very being. She was hardly aware that his lips had returned
> to her neck and his nibbles had turned to nipping. She felt his teeth on her
> tender skin and realized he was feeding on her blood. It didn't hurt and she
> was surprised to see it was actually enhanced by their lovemaking. Even if
> he could not stop in time, it was a good way to die. To die in his arms,
> their bodies intertwined until she took her last breath. What a way to go.
> Bella felt herself drifting in and out of the most heavenly dream. Such
> pleasure had never been known to her before; bliss that seemed never ending.
> Her eyes slowly began closing. "Edward," she said, her voice nothing more
> than a whisper.
>
> He heard her voice through his feeding frenzy. His ice cold body was now
> warmed from drinking her blood. He knew he had to stop or she would die.
> Against every carnal urge of a vampire, Edward broke the lock he had on her
> neck and moved out and away from her body. "Give me a moment," he said
> quickly before she could protest, but Bella just laid there looking at him,
> still recovering herself.
>
> He returned to her, gazing down at her naked body. "Bella?"
>
> "Edward," she gasped as she took a deep breath.. "My body feels like it is on
> fire."
>
> "That is the venom going through your veins Bella. I have taken your body
> and made it mine for all eternity, just as you had asked me to."
>
> Bella felt her body convulse with pain. "It hurts," she cried as Edward
> scooped her up into his arms. Only moments before she had been flying high
> with such pleasure and now agonizing pain.
>
> "Shhh," he said as he cradled her in his lap. "It will only hurt for a
> little while and then you will be reborn a vampire Bella. I will be right
> here when it is over." He held her and each time she cried out from the pain
> it nearly drove him mad with grief. He knew seeing her change would be hard
> on him. He never wanted to hurt her. He just kept telling himself that after
> tonight she would never hurt again.
>
> Morning came and the sun rose over the meadow streaming it's golden rays on
> the two people who laid beneath the large tree. Edward held Bella. She had
> stopped struggling and had accepted the pain. Her body had been still for
> hours as it made the change. "Bella?"
>
> She heard him calling from somewhere in the darkness. "Edward?"
>
> He watched her shift slightly in his arms. Her eyelids fluttered a few times
> and then they opened. "Edward?"
>
> She saw the sun sparkling off of his beautiful pale skin. It was such a
> beautiful sight she was speechless. He sat her up and waited for her to say
> something. When she didn't, he motioned to her own body. "Look at yourself
> Bella."
>
> Puzzled she looked down at the tender skin of her belly. It sparkled like
> diamonds in the bright morning sun. "Does this mean.."
>
> Edward laughed, "Yes Bella. You and I will never be apart." He looked at her
> eyes and could see the redness around them. "How do you feel?"
>
> She didn't feel any pain. Her throat felt a little dry but other than that
> she was ok. "I could use some water," she admitted as she coughed, "but
> other than that I'm fine."
>
> Edward laughed, "It isn't water that you need, Bella."
>
> It took her a moment before she realized. "Oh. Oohhhh!" she said, her eyes
> growing big. Now that she knew what it was she needed, the thirst became
> fierce. "I think we need to hunt."
>
> He nodded and watched as she stood up and started to take off. "Bella?"
>
> She stopped and turned back to him. "What?"
>
> "I think perhaps we should get dressed first."
>
> She looked down at her naked body and blushed. Scrambling, she grabbed her
> clothes and quickly dressed. Edward did the same with a smirk on his
> beautiful face.
>
> "Don't worry Bella," he said as he pulled her to him and kissed her, "we
> have all eternity to be naked together." With a laugh she took off running
> and Edward followed.
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<3 Juliana
Edwardian "Go Team Edward"
For almost ninety years I've walked among my kind, and yours…
all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I
was seeking.
And not finding anything, because you weren't alive yet.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 14, p.304
While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
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